Thanks, great write up, eloquent. I struggle with this often. Today- I had one I know I wanted children with “ghost” me after some serious back and forth the past week— and one I wasn’t too enamored with throwing herself at me within hours. The factors and variables constantly streaming through my mind as to which one holds the most optimal cards for a better future.... such is being human I suppose.
The caliber of women you meet on there. Your expectations, their expectations and how they fit into the ever changing expectations of a society decaying faster and faster. Can you find one who already sees? Or is it inevitable you must teach? The conditioning and propaganda that constantly surrounds us and affects our friends and family always an obstacle and challenge.
And if not there online as our modern times demand, then where? A bar that is closed? A church that is closed? A hobby that is now forbidden by “mandate”??
100% my friend. My Brother-in-Arms. All I can say is keep searching. Even if you do not find it soon, if and when you do find it you will know it right away.
What they say is true you know. Those who you have doubts about, You will always have doubts about. Those doubts will nag you until the end of your time.
When you finally meet a true noble spirit, however you may meet them, a spirit that you can make as your own, it will feel as easy and as free as a bird flying in a gentle wind.
The spark you look for exists out there and you will find it. It can be yours...
Thanks, great write up, eloquent. I struggle with this often. Today- I had one I know I wanted children with “ghost” me after some serious back and forth the past week— and one I wasn’t too enamored with throwing herself at me within hours. The factors and variables constantly streaming through my mind as to which one holds the most optimal cards for a better future.... such is being human I suppose.
The caliber of women you meet on there. Your expectations, their expectations and how they fit into the ever changing expectations of a society decaying faster and faster. Can you find one who already sees? Or is it inevitable you must teach? The conditioning and propaganda that constantly surrounds us and affects our friends and family always an obstacle and challenge.
And if not there online as our modern times demand, then where? A bar that is closed? A church that is closed? A hobby that is now forbidden by “mandate”??
Strange times, our ‘modern’ era.
100% my friend. My Brother-in-Arms. All I can say is keep searching. Even if you do not find it soon, if and when you do find it you will know it right away.
What they say is true you know. Those who you have doubts about, You will always have doubts about. Those doubts will nag you until the end of your time.
When you finally meet a true noble spirit, however you may meet them, a spirit that you can make as your own, it will feel as easy and as free as a bird flying in a gentle wind.
The spark you look for exists out there and you will find it. It can be yours...